I remember there was a time when I didn't want to live, I struggled with #SuicidalIdeation and even attempted suicide in 2019. Just typing those words takes me back. Yet today's inspirational quote reminds me that despite all the #Abuse I've survived that I am still here. #Depression is a scary and dark place as well as being lonely. It tricks you into thinking that you are not worth it and that no one loves you. I bought into this. Especially because I was still getting over having been abandoned. I was living by myself and had no family to support me.
Not to mention I was undiagnosed which didn't help much. I was struggling with #PTSD symptoms and was later on diagnosed with #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder which I am still struggling to accept. I've been hospitalized for mental health before so I know how scary it is to be in a place where you're not sure what's going on. I know how hard it is to keep going and relying on yourself. I used to #Selfharm by cutting. So I totally understand anyone that is struggling. I'm in weekly therapy too. All I can say to anyone struggling is, I believe in you. I know how scary it is and that's okay. I hope you have support and can make the best life for yourself. If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts/urges PLEASE SEEK HELP. You are worth it! Your life matters. Don't let what happened to you defeat you. You got this!
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