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What do you think guys? Can we make insomniac eyes trendy? Lol Seriousky though I have photos where my phone flash highlighted my insomnia eyes and my dad asked me who punched me. Wha? Punched me? These are just my eyes dad. He was like “oh man.” Gee thanks! Girl loves to hear that! 🙄

P.s. my shoulder tattoo was a bonding thing with my birth mom and half sister. Now it’s just a reminder that my mother ruined my life. Well she had a big part in it. She cost my sisters and grandparents. I got this tattoo in a basement by the way. My birth mom thought that made her “cool.” News flash. Cool moms are usually bad moms. It’s true.

P.s. I’m looking down at the camera because if I look straight ahead I look… like I have a heart shaped face. But I’m an oval lol. And it looked WEIRD. I was all chin and I hardly even have a chin! Okay to be fair I have more chin then when I weighed 280. But I forget it’s there. And still its not much lol.

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