justsotired

I wish I could just do that spell Hermione did in Harry Potter when she made her parents forget her, then my parents wouldn't hurt when I end things. #justsotired

I feel like I am seriously loosing it. I get to this point where I feel so far gone with every feeling imaginable for #CFS and just dont understand how I have gotten to this point. I keep pushing forward because I have to because I have kids and a husband to keep going for but I'm just so tired. The doctors and the people that are around me just do not understand what it is like to feel this way. I want to just lay in my bed and cry and cry.

I have tried so many things from nutrition to exercise to doctors to natural paths to plenty of rest. And so far there has not been one single thing that has helped me remotely feel a bit of a lift of this weight I am carrying.

Every single day is a chore. I have to fight my own self and my own thoughts and symptoms on a constant basis.

I would love to hear from someone; anyone that has #CFS #Fibro #cs that has any experiences that they have had any hope and relief with their day to day. What have you done to help? I would really love to hear your thoughts and experiences and your help.

#MyalgicEncephalomyelitis #CFS #Fibromyalgia #Fibro #css #CentralSensitizationSyndrome #Depression #tired #BrainFog

#BPD #justsotired #mindnotright #depressed #Worthlessness #CheckInWithMe

Am I the only one whose mind does this constantly when the clouds take hold?....Should I be able to control my mood better? Is it behavioral or chemical.  Should I fight it or should I l just give in and let it pass?  Is the medication helping or should I just taper off and try to manage naturally?  Should I try therapy again?   ARRGG.
#Depression #justsotired