I'm just wondering if anyone else says the same prayer every night. Please be honest...

Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my soul to keep.
If I should die before I wake.
I'll be very very grateful. Amen 🙏

I'm not looking for pity or sympathy, I'm really not.
I'm looking for anyone who hopes for the end, but refuses to give up. Anyone who is literally going through Hell because of different reasons, or a lot of things. Anyone who wants it all to stop. The physical, mental, and emotional pain, just wake up in the place that you want to be, not where you are.
I will not give up on my hopes and dreams of a better life ahead. I have too many hopes and dreams to just quit. But sometimes I want to.
Will you ? I hope not.
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#AAAAAHHHH !!!!