Trying to get cozy
I forgot I had this onesie kigu in my closet. I was cold and feeling very down and sad... And then I put dinner in the oven and went back to my room and looked in the closet... And I got excited, y'all! I got nekky and put it on and instantly felt so good. Well, emotional good. Physically I feel like I'm gonna shit out a horse.
Then we ate dinner and she said it was really yummy. She even enjoyed the steamed broccoli. She made me a cup of coffee and I went and got myself exactly 3 pecan sandies. Because 3 is a good round number? Don't judge me!
I practice mindful eating. I have method to my madness. I do it with crunchy cookies like the ones I had tonight. I take a bite, take a sip of coffee and let them mingle for a bit. Then I suck the coffee out of the cookie and eat it. It's a very good way to slow down the mind and savor the food. I know it's silly but it helps me. And I'm a silly guy.
I still don't feel good but I feel like a melancholy cute puppy boy and that's good enough right now. And I know @pauleyholm loves me the way I am, even when I'm broken.