Recently I am being corralled into severe boundaries with my family due to not having been diagnosed with my true disorder until age 44, (Borderline Personality Disorder) and having wreaked havoc prior yrs in my lack of knowledge and ability of how to handle symptoms I was told for years was just "simple depression". So I displayed symptoms without proper knowledge of how to control them. This brought irrevocable harm to my marriage and our only daughter. I have since been in counseling Non-Stop...too little, too late and the fact that renewing of an aged mind/brain takes more time and effort and sometimes is not possible. I will forever hold pain and unforgiveness toward myself till my death. All I need do is look in the eyes of my child to realize some things can never be undone. FACTS: Mental illness is hereditary. It can skip a generation. It can go undetected for years and then rear its ugly head later in life from a psychotic break.
The mentally ill suffer more stigma perpetrated toward them by their own family members then by strangers. Most marriages involving a mentally ill partner end in divorce.
Mentally ill people often do not have children as they know the consequences. It is a huge risk and one that is often regretted.
Neurotypical people, what they call a normal person, will never understand the perspective of a neurodiverse, or mentally ill, person. True understanding of a mentally ill person only comes from another mentally ill person. Society has been trying to banish, hide, institutionalize, abuse through sex trafficking, or over-medicating the mentally ill for centuries. We are one of the few subcultures on earth with no Parade, spokesperson, or movement to advocate on our behalf to make any real difference. We are more stigmatized than any other ethnicity. Many hold fear toward us from ignorance. Neurotypical people rarely know how to respond or deal with us. Even family members are reticent to learn techniques proven to work with their "loved ones". It takes too much time, patience, repetition to try to understand the complex brain of a mentally ill human being. Many mentally ill are abandoned, as I was, at an early age, left to fend for themselves on the street, orphanages or foster care. The frontal lobe of our brain, the amygdala, never formed properly due to trauma incidents during the ages of 0 - 8. This can cause a myriad of disorders to occur in the brain of a trauma victim, child, who never asked for it but will pay dearly the consequences to the Grave. When we hurt someone through display of our symptoms, most of us punish ourselves with self-harm that is obsessive, ongoing and damaging. I ask, with all the embracing in today's environment of different religions, ethnicities, sexual orientation, is there room for 1 more group? Is society ready to welcome the mentally ill into the fold of diversity acceptance? When will we qualify for a space in inclusivity? When do we get a Parade? #MentalHealthAwareness #NAMI