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My life is literally no life at all, I literally stay in my home afraid to go out due to a mistake I made due to a brain condition and mental health that was made public, a mistake that was and is completely out of character for me, and doctors conform why this happened but I am literally hated! I took my punishment from the law. An no one can punish me more than I punish myself daily. The public do not understand and do not want to know the truth about the situation or how sorry I am. Nearly everyone in my life turned their backs on me bar 5 people. I survive through the days, I don’t live. I truly believe all my illnesses and disabilities must be some kind of punishment I must deserve! I wish I had the money to be able to be able to move to a different place and start a new life but that’s something I am praying for.
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