I have been doing pretty well staying positive until now. maybe i was just ignoring all of my issues for a while. I just find it so difficult to do things that are so easy for others.
I have been trying since the start of augest to figure out my EI, I still am unable to make an account. I just dont undersand these things, they stress me out. and as soon as i get help and people tell me what i need to do, i go home and try to do it and it just does not work.
I have no money.... and i am starting to get really stressed.
I really hate how having an invisible disability can really take a massive toll on your life.
I literally am lost.
I am not stupid, I just cant seem to complete these things.
I cant seem to get the help i need to get this done, especially without feeling like i am being judged.
I am about to have a child, I need to also figure out all the maternity benifits, and child benifits. I cant put everything on my husband to do for me!!!! he has enough to do.
I feel judged or down on myself for having a child if my disability is this bad.
nobody thinks that its this bad.
I've been overlooked my whole life,
because I am a girl?
maybe its becouse i am quite and keep to myself?
The government has failed me my whole life. At this point i feel like just giving up on getting any benifits and just trying to be as cheap as i can to survive.
I wish i was maybe a bit better. Maybe then i could provide a better life for myself and my new family.
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