I was finally given a diagnosis! “Chronic pain syndrome, fibromyalgia, and hyper mobility.” After all this time doing tests and scans and all sorts of things and being told everything is normal I have at least something. It sucks that it’s exciting to even have a title for everything going on. I’m really struggling with knowing this is a lifetime thing and I most likely will never NOT be in pain. Like this is it? Plus I’m on my last year of insurance from my parents then I have to figure out how to pay for treatment and meds, physical therapy, therapists. I was given referrals for a chiropractor, acupuncture, massage, chronic pain focused therapist, and an evaluation from someone who deals with rehab and functionality. Hopefully we can figure out a treatment plan and start getting me into a routine with things that actually help.

This plus depression, anxiety, BPD, PTSD, and whatever else it is at this point?? This is hard to take in already. Covid has been extremely difficult for me. Living alone is great normally but trash in the panorama. What we just don’t wear masks anymore?? I’m stressed. Thankfully I have my cat Mia to keep me company and make lots of noise. She has a very much to say!

Any tips for coping strategies and moving forward? I would love some recommendations for treatments and things to try! What has helped you feel better?

- Emily

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