painfree

Today has been a little better than yesterday. I met a friend for brunch which was nice. And I finally got some time to just chill and relax. Watched a little TV. Chatted online with some friends. I have a slight headache but nothing unbearable. All in all it has been a pretty good day and I needed it! Praise God! #GoodDay #Sarcoidosis #PolycysticOvarySyndrome #HypothyroidismUnderactiveThyroidDisease #Migraine #Relaxation #stressfree #painfree #PraiseGOD #Depression #Anxiety

I'm ready to end it. My life is miserable being in pain, so many failed treatments & financial stress. I'm scared because I know God has a purpose for us all. Taking my life isn't the answer and any attempts might not work. #painfree #DegenerativeDiscDisease #laminectomy

#painfree
I just want to be able to get up out of a chair without falling (or almost) falling over because one of my knees gave way.

I know that if I could move around without horrible pain I would actually move more. I would love to go for a run, but can't because of my knees and my back.

I know there is nothing I can do for the pain, and I have to accept it. But it doesn't mean I like it.