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Who becomes a daily fixture for 2 years and then explodes intoxicated?Someone who lied for too long.Tells you straight out that it was All Lies.A few later, screams and mocks you, that you are insignificant and even uses the They line.Can't say who they are though.This person puked all their emotional insecurities onto me within two phone calls.Ive never watched a more sadder display of narcissism....and I've seen alot of them.This one had the lines and used people to keep that going.Pays for friendship.Doesnt like to be out of control or not the center of attention.Cant see himself or have empathy ever.Tries but cant be honest.Its too hard.Swears by a character I only saw a few times.Liked to get a reaction for sport.Mocks people and tries to triangle relationships to talk trash.Sad.Didnt matter if peoples feelings are hurt.A constant effort to look a certain way,brags nonstop.I suppose it is overcompensation for the lies.Yep,thats it.Cant keep it up without props.no emotion involved.An actor and con man.A greasy car salesman.Who hurts and won't be happy.Understandable now, looking back.Sad they couldn't not be with that way with me.I keep letting liars in.I believe it all.People wonder why I'm selfenvolved.