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Who and why?#PTSD #Panick #artheals #

Who becomes a daily fixture for 2 years and then explodes intoxicated?Someone who lied for too long.Tells you straight out that it was All Lies.A few later, screams and mocks you, that you are insignificant and even uses the They line.Can't say who they are though.This person puked all their emotional insecurities onto me within two phone calls.Ive never watched a more sadder display of narcissism....and I've seen alot of them.This one had the lines and used people to keep that going.Pays for friendship.Doesnt like to be out of control or not the center of attention.Cant see himself or have empathy ever.Tries but cant be honest.Its too hard.Swears by a character I only saw a few times.Liked to get a reaction for sport.Mocks people and tries to triangle relationships to talk trash.Sad.Didnt matter if peoples feelings are hurt.A constant effort to look a certain way,brags nonstop.I suppose it is overcompensation for the lies.Yep,thats it.Cant keep it up without props.no emotion involved.An actor and con man.A greasy car salesman.Who hurts and won't be happy.Understandable now, looking back.Sad they couldn't not be with that way with me.I keep letting liars in.I believe it all.People wonder why I'm selfenvolved.

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"CHAOS VS INSTABILITY OF EMOTIONS AND LACK OF SUPPORT #BPD #bmd #Anxiety #Panick attacks

My family think i need some "voodoo" help because of my constant fluctuation of emotions and being a manipulator. can I just say sometimes I feel like I am not me, feeling tired with my own self, being over the top for 1 day and then feel like that you are living a loop of dooms days...The constant fear of myself, the little fantasy world I have created which consist with recklessness, drinking, intense drug use and occasional high sense of self when I let other people to give me validations like "Wow, you are cool", "You should become celebrity", dying my hair green, yellow, thinking that it may uplift my moods and feel normal but again, "What is normal"? Is it me avoiding rationality because reality is too much for? Is it me fighting with my mind while not know who I am without these diagnoses?? Is it me, coming to work 3 hours late and knock off late because I have convinced myself that atleast I am compensating my hours, unproductive hours????

Tired Simi92

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Chronic #BackPain Fibromyalgia #Panick attack

Mental illness is very real and taken serious enough by some so claim Health professionals 😓

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