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Has anyone tried Savella to help with #Fibromyalgia ? If so, was your experience with it good or bad? What side effects should I expect? Doctor just prescribed this for me and I’m nervous about trying it. I have had really bad experiences with other antidepressants in the past. Any information or advice would be greatly appreciated. #bromyalgia # #ronicPain # #pression # #xiety # #broFog # #wmeds # #nervous

Today marks a week since my suicide attempt. I wish I could say that I’m better, but I feel awful. I feel really suicidal, like I did last week, but I tiny sliver of myself wants to stay. This is the worst my depression has ever gotten.

#pression # #xiety # #eckInWithMe #Suicide

I was about to go to bed and I couldn’t stop myself so I read the documents with the lies that got me fired from the only job I’ve ever been proud of last August. Those lies took away the only reason I’ve ever had to feel proud of myself, they took food out of my child’s mouth, and they damn near destroyed my marriage. They drove me to self harm and very nearly to alcoholism. Literally the only reason I haven’t killed myself is that I know that my 3 year old daughter needs her daddy. The other people who love me are adults who are responsible for their own lives, so it’s cruel and selfish for them to want me to go on living just for the sake of making them happy. No matter what I do from this point forward, no matter what I accomplish, I will never be more than a broken shell of what could have been. My wife and daughter deserve a real man, not a broken shell.

Being in a depressed state is like being in a hallway full of zombies who are eating your brains while all the people who are trying to help you and locked out and you’re the one holding the key #pression # #Zombie