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End of the month routine for a #ChronicIllness sufferer. This isn’t even all I take as I need to buy three of my vitamins. I’m 23 in two months. I have #IntracranialHypertension, #Fibromyalgia, #Scheuermann, #NervePains along with an array of other things that make it hard to function including a new chronic pain that had me in hospital for 4 weeks. I have #Depression, #Anxiety and undiagnosed #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder (My doctors and others believe this but getting it diagnosed is impossible). I’m already so beyond exhausted how am meant to keep going? I am trying but it’s also hard that no one fully gets it, some of my family have pain and mental health issues but not as many as me on top of each other and they say they understand but they really don’t and yeah. I just needed a vent. But yeah I’m over it. so much.
Scheuermann
Why should I keep trying and living when what I have isn’t a life? Just a world of pain and suffering I can’t escape. And when I ask for help from loved ones I just get shut down or yelled at. So what’s the point? #ChronicIllness #Fibromyalgia #Neuropathy #IIH #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Scheuermann #Pain
Being Too Exhausted To Sleep
I honestly want to know if I’m alone in this kind of situation. I suffer from both mental health and physical health/chronic pain issues and some days the effort of trying to fall asleep doesn’t really seem worth it. Like I’d prefer to distract myself with an app instead of laying around, tossing and turning praying I’ll sleep soon unable to focus on anything but pain or “thoughts”. I usually end up distracting myself for hours on end at night until I feel like I physically want to pass out and only at that point will I attempt to sleep because it doesn’t seem worth it otherwise. Anyone else get this? #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #BPD #Fibromyalgia #IIH #ChronicIllness #ChronicPain #Sleep #Scheuermann ’s #NegativeThoughts #Pain
