Stayathomemom

This is the first time since I was pregnant with my 1 year old that I have felt my bipolar effect me. I’m at the low where my body is moving so slow and I just want to sleep all day. My mind is feeling a bit airy and numb. None of which is helpful when I have to care for my daughter while my husband works. Currently drinking a double green tea with honey to perk me up but my head is still cloudy. I hate having bipolar and I hope and hope it never passes to my baby in the future because, of course, that’s on my mind.

I’m new here and I decided to try this app out because I don’t have anyone to go to and my thoughts and depression have been having a major affect lately and I thought I should probably try to reach out for help some how. I’m a stay at home mom which is very lonesome, especially when my boyfriend is gone working. I’ve felt so alone lately and like nobody cares. I can barley sleep because my brain just never. stops. #Depression #overthinking #Stayathomemom

Does anyone ever use the weather as a crutch like oh today it’s gross outside so I don’t have to really get up and do much. Then when it’s sunny you get kind of annoyed like dang now I have no excuses not to leave the house. #Stayathomemom #Depression #PostpartumDepression