strengh

Stare out of the window
A smile across my face
I feel I’m getting somewhere
My fears I’ve put in place

At last I’ve taken steps
To at least be brave enough
Although it’s taken time
Choices have been tough

My Angel mum is so proud
Of this I know I’m sure
In the way she’d loved me
Made me feel so reassured

We often don’t remember
Our lovely moments caught
But what amazes me more
Is in the moments taught

I look out to the sunsune
Although it’s wintertime
Beautiful bright sun above
I just know I’ll be just fine

I hate change. Don’t we all to a certain degree? Whether it’s a small minuscule change in routine or a major life change. It just freakin sucks, plain and simple.

Coming to terms with that certain change can be just as daunting. Things you once thought were fine just the way they were end up being uprooted and we’re all supposed to just roll with the punches.

I’m finally almost mentally coming to grips with this and it’s a daily struggle. I know in reality I can’t just make it disappear or ignore it hoping that it’s all just a bad dream or temporary but what I do know is that unfortunately you have to just suck it up and handle these things with the strength that has carried you this far.

But..... what happens when you can’t seem to find that strength? What if It feels almost like you misplaced it or dropped it somewhere and cannot find it? This is where courage steps in. Strength and courage go hand in hand in the vital roles they play and the way they carry us throughout life.

At some point, during the course of our lives we all experience and have to face things that seem to feel like we do not have the strength to get through and we turn to courage. At times it feels like neither have our backs but somehow in the midst of the madness or the senseless situation they come through whether in a small way or substantial one. All we can do is make sure it’s enough to pull us through.
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