I don't know what is wrong with me. Today was a okay #sunday . It was cold but sunny. I have no idea how but one of my few tooth chipped last night. I don't even know how that happened. I wasn't even eating anything hard. Im going to the #Dentist for a cleaning in a few weeks. Hope i can get it fixed. I still need to to get in some fake teeth to. So yeah. It's hard when you can't really eat something things cuz it's hard. I'M such bad luck with my teeth. Must of been that chooalte i ate . It was a little hard.
I don't know why i feel so depressed & sad. I don't know why i feel like crying. Just having a off day. I hate when i buy a book i already have. Like today. oh well.
Today was kind of a boring #sunday . The weather sucked to. It was cloudy and rainy. I miss my other worker i had, She was so nice & fun to be around. IT was more like being around a friend or cousin type vibe. I guess i feel like i just clicked with her and felt very comfortable around. She was one where i talked a lot to. I think i get to attached and close to people. I just get used to people. Now it's like you have to start all over again to a new person and warm up to them. Is that silly? That is just my feelings. Hope it doesn't seem creepy. I shouldn't be getting attached and close to the workers. They aren't your friends. They get paid to spent time with you. #Depression
I had a good day out. It's lovely just gettig out of the house and doing things. I like y worker i have on #sunday . I click with her. Sometimes i can't help wonder if my workers think i have #Autism , because i just feel like i get treated specail and extra nice. I guess im saying nothing wrong with having it. I guess i feel like maybe i might come across like i do. I just feel like this young girls vlogs i watch. #Depression www.youtube.com/watch
Happy #sunday Have a nice day. I know everybody #MentalHealth journey is different. We all struggle wirh different thing. We handle are struggles very different. We come through them different. Some of us come out the other side in a good place, were we are more happy and positive and that is amazing. Or we use postive quotes and believing in #Hope a higherpower to help us. I think it's when people become more happy and postive. People that may be very negative and down/sad. They hate kind of hate you or expect you to stay in that place. #Depression