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To the person who nearly took my soul #narcissisticabusesurvivor #parentalalienation #DomesticAbuseSurvivors #SexualAbuseSurvivors #Survivorsofsuicide
sometimes I wonder if I made the right decision
To save myself from you
The person who took me for granted for years
And still continues to do
For too many years you told me I was not worthy
I still now question myself
You killed the girl that I once was
You fucked my mental health
The endless nights I wished that just once
I could be heard when I said no
The guilt trips if I didn’t satisfy your needs
My disgust I tried not to show
The torment you caused our babies
As a weapon they are used
Your accusations of me going insane
I was, I was abused
To the person who assumed he’d won
And that I was broken in two
Well I was, your right but now I’m stronger than you
For the broken pieces formed a shield
From you thats unbreakable
To the person who played all his cards at once
Well my hand is still full
To the person who thought I was dead inside
And never thought I’d survive
You nearly had me there for a while but now I’m more alive
I guess what I want to say although I never dreamed I would
To the person who stole my entire world
And still feels he should
Thank you for the strength you gave me
I now realise how amazing i can be
Without your abuse near killing me
These things I’d never see
So from the bottom of this heart of steel
I truely want to say
That nothing in this world can break me now
Without u I wouldn’t be this way.
You started a war with the very person
Whom is a victim to your crime
You never will win when I learned from you
I’m a step ahead every time
I don’t believe in karma as I never deserved
The shit I endured from you
But I now realise u we’re bringing me down
Cos I was always above you
