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Hi, my name is treestan. I'm here because I have been diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Bipolar disorder. I am headed into a second round of ECT in two months, and I am a bit nervous about the impact to my memories and cognitive functioning. I left four jobs in the past three years and I am currently on SSDI and Disability Retirement, my wife works 30 hours a week and we make enough to get by. I have lots of time on my hands at home, and I have been depressed for the past two years. Medications, like the antipsychotics that I have been taking for decades have caused Tardive Dyskinesia and I cannot stand in line anywhere without doing a little dance of anxiety and it hurts me so bad. I hope for the future in a good way, and I want to be able to relate to other people here. I think that the ECT treatments will do me good, and perhaps in the reasonable future I can find a part time job working from home or going back to school for something like accounting. I have a dream of working full time again, but in all reality, at 45 years old I do not think that this will ever happen again, unless the ECT proves to be miraculous and heal my mind so I can be sharp again and communicate without social anxiety. I have a masters degree in Geography, that served me well working in the field for ten years as a professional, ever since I had to get off of the lithium that I was taking because it harmed my kidneys I have been suffering from a severe mixed bipolar episode and have been unable to hold down a job.
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