underestimated

I'm so tired if being #underestimated , #gaslight , #abused . The worst part is (mom) you dont know. You werent there. You #Abandoned us. And to my "adoptive" mom, just let me see my brothers. They're not a part of this. I just want to see them and know that I havent abandoned them. I'm just #sad and #lonely and so #tired if fighting to prove everyone wrong all the time. No wonder I have #poorselfesteem