Latest
Feeling scared, helpless and alone
So this is my first time posting. What I have to say can be down right next to the impossible to imagine but it happened to me. It’s been going on for the 4th year now and I’m constantly scared for my life and never know what my day is going to entail. I was abducted by an unseen force when my ex boyfriend and I saw ufos outside above our house. He was allowed to go inside and I was not. Everyday this unseen force communicates with me and puts me down with negativity and controls and manipulates my life. Everyone thinks I’m either crazy or have schizophrenia but I’m not. It’s a real thing and it’s been happening to me. Everyday I pray and hope they will go away but they don’t. They cause my body to have chronic pain in ways you can’t imagine. Everyday I’m scared for my life and wonder what I’m going to be forced to do and go through for the day and wonder how many days am I going to go through that certain scenario. I’ve been abducted and it’s not anything you would think it would be. It’s constant and ever changing cycle of pain has me feeling scared, alone, vulnerable and pained. I don’t know what to do and don’t always know how to feel better. Even crying at times is impossible to do. I’ve been abducted and I want nothing more than to feel like a regular person again. Please if you don’t believe me I understand. I never would have believed it except it happened to me and now I live my life in fear and not knowing what’s going to take place next. I’m scared. #ChronicPain #Abduction #scared #Schizophrenia #sad #alone #strong #suffering #Entities #Aliens #Pain
