Life as a spectator #Atypicaldepression
Do you ever feel like you're merely a spectator in life?
Watching everyone else live whilst you just barely survive!
Treading water whilst the tsunami of time keeps moving on.
This is how I feel, surely I can't be the only one!
Friends holidays far away and day trips here and there,
Whilst I slave away at home going nowhere.
Money comes and quickly goes with nothing to show
As the price of every dam thing continues to grow.
Surely there is more, so much more to life,
Than being a daughter, friend mother and wife!
This is not me complaining
Just a mere note to mark my contemplating
It doesn't end with a full stop, no this isn't the end
This is a new beginning.