braintrauma

#BrainHacking #BrainFog #BrainPrograming #braintrauma #BrainDisorder #Brainwashing #BrainRewire #BrainReboot

So physically speaking and phycology speaking Matter is Matter and if you change Matter you Change the subject.

Philosophy and theory through the expansion of science dictates a change in matter is a change in person.

So this this is our challenge to the idea that not only can we change our minds’ we can change our perception’ and thus change our very existence’ !

Can someone please confirm or scientifically explain the process of a blank slate that reconstitutes and develops into a healthy subject.

We have a theory that while a person may actually have suffered traumatic experiences and diagnosed with everything under the sun can actually exceed expectations and thrive!

When are we supposed to recover?

When we choose to or when enough matter has regrown into new matter that allows for regeneration and recovery ❤️‍🩹!

Any chance there is a scientific body or panel that can confirm clarity and substantiate this?

#BrainMatter

Renaissance

I woke up in December,

the month that had heartbreaking memories

from years past,  now, was the herald of a miracle, my family had been praying for, for

33 days.

So, now, do I forgive December for its’ past offenses?  Or do I still hate it as a rembrance for all things lost those 33 days, lying in a come?

I have yet to cry enough tears to mourn the loss of those 33 days, they say “be joyful”, “forgive December, it has brought life back to you”.

Brought me back to my family, back though,

as what…

Where is my smile and confidence?

Perhaps left on the table where my heart stopped?

Where is my familiar voice?

Maybe in the tubes used to keep my lungs breathing?

Where is my compassion and warmth?

Perchance wrung out of me, like the fever that took days to break?

December, now, what have you done?

Woke me up with hopes of a new year,

Only, to dash them with the hostile unyielding winter’s frost.

I've been diagnosed with many problems & had my disability hearing August 9, '18. The diagnoses above are only the tip of the iceberg of my issues. I should be hearing the definitive approval of denial by November.
In the meanwhile I'm a mess. Since becoming disabled (I worked for years at a high stress job for years while disabled), technically November of 2015-I've lost my mind & found it a hundred times. I wanted to go back to work so badly (didn't get my masters degree for nothing), I did not file disability until 10/16. I just need help, someone in my same boat. Thank you in advance. Suz