Christmas is here, and I’m more lonely than ever. Every post on Facebook is seemingly all about old friends (now strangers to me) and their new friends. Or family tagging other family. Why not me? I like funny stuff, and any notifications I get lately are new posts in crappy groups I go to for funnies. I want so badly to not be so alone. My husband and son try so hard for me, and it kills me that it isn’t enough..I’m just so lonely. No one checks in on me, and the only times I can interact is if I initiate. But I can’t relate to anything. I’m inside nearly 24 hours a day 7 days a week. With how little I have to talk about, I just end up being a broken record..repeating the same questions and saying the same jokes. Feels so bad. I long for meaningful friendship, for someone to understand me. For someone to talk to. I’m so alone in my head and feelings. I just want a hug..