Hopless

I used to love being alone, in fact I enjoyed my own company over others at times. I'm an introvert and extrovert. When I go to the store I talk to everyone. I love meeting people and hearing their story. I planned to go to a bar/restaurant that has trivia tonight. I'm not a drinker but do enjoy being around people for a limited time. Now I just want to climb into bed and cry. I heard the following on a TV show I watch "life isn't meant to be solved, sometimes it's a tragedy that you endure" (not exact) but it's tragic but somewhat true " I'm not sure I can endure it any more. #sad #Hopless #Depression #ComplicatedGrief #estranged #alienated #alone #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder

Just lost at this point! I'm 38 and have NEVER been fired from a job in my LIFE! I have no idea how to prove it but it's because I've missed work, on approved Intermittent Leave of Absence for my son's Autism! They are claiming I'm not able to keep up with my workload , which I was, because of my absences.. but my absences are covered and I have done everything in my power to work weekends, go in early/ stay late and work through ALL of my lunches to keep up and I am! We have another team member that dealt with breast cancer, never went on FMLA and is consistently behind me with her work but she's never even been talked to about her work. My supervisors boss does NOT like me and hasn't since the day he started. While walking out with my supervisor who hadn't said anything other than reading through her paperwork I asked her so are we not even allowed to talk? She said she was just trying to keep it together; that her heart was pounding and she was about to cry. I looked at her and said 'It was Derrick wasn't it?' She put her head down and just whispered that she couldn't say anything. Y'all this is a large city that I worked for... my mind is just spinning right now and yes there's di much more that led up to this but it's ALL regarding absences covered under FMLA. Thanks all! Just needed to vent and I appreciate being allowed to do so here! ❤
#Depression