howicope

Playing around with fonts to create stencils for tattoos #howicope #iamnotdefinedbymyillness #EasilyDistracted or #jumpseverywhere when I’m able to express my #thoughtsANDfeelings #Insomnia #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #PTSD #Depression #SocialAnxiety #PanicDisorder #Type2Diabetes #cronicmigraines #HighBloodPressure #HighColesterol #ImOnly42 #SlowlyRecoveringFromNarcissisticAbuse #LossOfFamilyMembers one after another after another. #WasTerminatedFromMyJob because of my #illness the company makes one feel #expendable #nowellnesscheck #nophonecallortext a little over a month, then #terminated via #Email #whodoesthat ? And why did my #Casemanager repeatedly tell me to have my #Psychiatrist re-do the #forms AGAIN for like the 3rd, 4th time? I am very #Disappointed at that #multimillionaire #Company prior to my #breakdown I was #harassedatwork too. I don’t understand… #whyme ?

So I learned on my own how to tattoo. I am observant to a fault and when I get tattooed I watch everything my artist does. And then last year, bought a tattoo kit and 18 tattoos later, I put out this ! My best work yet. Very soothing for me!

It takes my mind off everything, shut out the racing thoughts, put on some music and some out in the tattoo. Usually a good way for me to kill 3 or 4 hours! Hope you all like.

And yes I'm safe about it! I'm OCD with cleanliness!

#newtattoo #itattoo #itattoomyself #howicope