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I feel afraid of everybody. I feel like people want to hurt me all the time especially authority figures. I expect to get ab##t whooping. For no reason I feel attached to toxic people I beat myself up over everything. I'm jumpy. I hear voices. Am I alone in this?#if I struggle to forgive. I say sorry all the time. I feel unsafe sometimes I feel like I wake up wanting to fight. Is there a way to overcome this. I pray all the time I still obess over alot. My disability scares people. I feel like a failure as a christian. I hope it's ok to post this#

#if I Maybe So Bold ,He’ll Yea Every One Join In To A Shoot Of Booze And Say Good Buy To The Crappiest Year I Can Remember In My Life Time #

#if anyone have any questions or need help let me know.❤️

#if you were at the beating end of a very ugly divorse where kids are involved and you get hel from your x as well asher parents, family and brainwhashed children it tends to bring you to a full stop. We are almost at point of going our seperate ways after our house got sold last week and both need the money to get on our feet. After receiving many calls from x and her pare ts my own elderly parents got om my case to just get them what they want because I now will be the reason they are in bad health. They steel my own items stored till I move within 60days but need the capital to start upfront, but niw get help from no one till I get my own money. Meanwile thers 2 flats big and in my budgetprice open right now. So when my parents came to tell me to just do what they and my x wants I told them thers te gate and to get in car and move along. I feel proud for standing ip for mhself but in proces lost everyone closeto me and closed doors to protect myself. Worried Iwill take this poison attetude to rest of my other real frends relationships and then have so support whatso ever....
#CheckInWithMe

#if you can imagine what a chainsaw would feel like, it would come close to my pain today...all across the lower back, totally intolleerable

#MightyMinute