It's been years since I was diagnosed with this chronic illness. But it feels fresh today, as it attacks me fully as what I had before. It started with head problems, headaches, migraines, and like, light-headedness and then, stomach issues that I've had, like, for more than a year, and we don't know what it caused. I became fascinated with greeny foods and natural medicines, and how our thoughts and emotions affect our health. I have been living with this for quite a long time, and just haven't quite yet figured out how to feel good. Questions keep poppin' into my mind. I mean, has our world and our food become so toxic that illness is so inevitable? When I was a kid, I remember thinking how magical it was that when you get a fever, just get the aspilet from the store and forget about it, and all of the sudden, it will be healed. All by itself. I feel like we've forgotten how intelligent the body is. Having been to a different kind of Doctors for past years, I've experienced firsthand how my thoughts, beliefs, and emotions affect my health. Thus, I am convinced that we have more power to heal than we've been led to believe. But don't take my word for it. I don't know. I am just wondering how life went after. I was not raised in a rich family, with extra sensitive state of living. But, this illness I guess should be meant for rich ones only.