LookingtoTalk

I’m not sure how this works. February and March are the two hardest months for me. Specifically Valentine’s Day and March 8th. I’ve been staying with a friend to help her with her baby that she can’t currently take care of on her own. If I wasn’t here I’d be hospitalized or dead. Until today I’ve been more or less okay, but today I had a major break down. Feeling unloved, unwanted, unneeded, waste of space, useless....... the list goes on but those are the main ones. I don’t want to carry on. I don’t know what to do. And I don’t know how long to let this feeling exist before seeking help.

I am currently looking for a cool group of friends to talk regularly about mental illness and chronic pain in an informed and educated way. I am an advocate for both mental illness and chronic pain but I live in a smaller community in Colorado so it’s difficult to find similarly minded people here. So please respond if you feel like talking. #MentalIllness #ChronicPain