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I have major depressive disorder, severe anxiety and complex ptsd. I haven’t been able to function. Sleeping 14 hours a day, naps, not cooking, not social, depressed, anxious, hypervigilance, and struggle asserting myself. I haven’t worked in a month and am off this month too.. I’m going into a mental health treatment center. Has anyone been in one before? I’m really anxious about group therapy. I’m anxious about telling the doctors the truth about the sexual abuse.. #SexualAbuse #Depression #Anxiety #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #CPTSD #MentalHealth #ChronicDepression #TreatmentCenter
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I’ve been on a downward spiral for the last six weeks and it’s come to a head. On Thursday I googled the best ways to kill my self using my meds. It’s ok for now, I have a suicide prevention plan in place and am not alone. My wife knows that I’m struggling and my psychiatrist has made some changes to my meds. If I don’t experience an uptick in the next couple days, I’ll be going inpatient. I’ve been to the hospital before doing IOP (intensive out-patient) work but never admitted.

I’m scared to be “locked away”. I’m scared to surrender so much control. I’ve talked to friends I’m made in group and that has helped a lot, but if anyone else has positive stories of inpatient to share or words of encouragement, that would be really appreciated. Thank you.

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