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First Post.. diagnosis

Hi I have DID but there’s a strange thing that a lot of people say Im lying but it’s bordeline.. having said this, I do not have many symptoms or effects of the disorder, the only particularly chosen thing is the multitudes of personalities and how easily and quickly they can form. Yes, I do know and it was mentioned that the disassociation could be a side effect of Borderline Personality Disorder , but I was eventually, after many visits, tests, and growth, was finally properly diagnosed with disassociative identity disorder and an odd explanation on the borderline part? But anyways I’m the host of the system, I’m 19 and I’m going to use a code word for my name so call me noodle! :). I currently have 183 personalities total. I categorize my system in a kinda different way which has brought me alot of hate and fake claiming but it’s just my way of categorizing the mains (the core personalities), sub mains (minor personalities that interact more often), and then the minors. I know that some of this imformation might seem strange or that some people might not believe me and that’s fine but please don’t fake claim or be mean.. my friend told me about this app and my bf and me think it’s a good way for everyone in the system to interact. Thanks for reading :) #MultiplePersonalities #Community #MentalHealth

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so I've been thinking about this for a few months but haven't said anything because...idk I couldn't tell if I was overreacting or if this is legitimately what's happening. but I'm kind of wondering if my 'memory loss' from trauma isn't memory loss.

I kind of think...I'm a different person sometimes. and during those times is what I don't remember (sometimes). sometimes it feels like there's just me in my head but sometimes there feels like there's 2 of me. and idk if that other 'me' is just anxiety or whatever or like...another personality.

I also have disassociated for years, since I was a preteen, and now I'm wondering if I'm actually switching personalities now? because it doesn't feel like it used to anymore. now it's like, I'm present, I'm just...different. Not blank, either, I literally feel like a different personality. I'm bubbly and outgoing and loud and use stupid slang words and make friends and just generally act like a teenager. (Meanwhile, my usual self is quiet, introverted, etc.)

And when I used to disassociate (and sometimes still do) I don't remember it at all, and when I'm in that state people say I act weird and 'blank'. People don't say that when I'm like this.

I can't tell what's going on, and I was just evaluated for mental illnesses a few months ago and DID wasn't on there. I don't know what to think or do.#Bipolar2 #BipolarDisorder #CPTSD #PTSD #DID #disassociate #MultiplePersonalities

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Certain selves don't feel

So I don't feel things on a full spectrum as any one identity. I remember when Billy first experienced anything other than sadness and it was such a huge breakthrough. I remember when Rainbow first felt fear and it was Earth shattering. I wish I could find a way to feel something and approach something as a whole. I think it's marvelous to have so many different perspectives on things even if I can't access all of those perspectives at once but what a luxury it would be to approach something as one person and no one else is going to show up and disrupt that within me. What a luxury. #DID #MultiplePersonalities

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I Have DID and some of me are BiPolar...

I have within the last two months discovered that I have DID and or Borderline Personality Disorder. I have been seeking treatment and have been diagnosed by a couple different psychiatrists however the therapists at these centers want to focus solely on BiPolar as they can not wrap their heads around DID. I’ve explained that I do not need their diagnosis I need help or my alter personalities will destroy me as that is what they have been attempting my whole life. I am sick of others, friends, family and even therapists saying I am just going through mood swings and asking if I’m taking my meds... Sorry needed to vent and I’m still looking for the right help. #DID #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #MultiplePersonalities #BipolarDisorder ##ineedhelp

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