noapology

If you notice my insecurities, thank you. It's a result from being bullied. I don't believe anyone chose to be insecured. There was a cause and somehow that became my reaction. It's been my reality for 25 years of my life. I don't know if bullying effects you more depending on age but it happened during my elementary days. The emotions I felt were betrayal, fear of abandonment, shame, and lost. I was totally outcasted. I cried at lunch because they called me the meanest things and threateoned to beat me up. Out of all the bullies, only one apologized and I think because of him, I'm not completely spineless. #Anxiety #Bully #Emotions #lost #FearOfAbandonment #noapology