For the past week, I have noticed something has changed in me. There have been situations where I've reacted in a totally different way. I saw an old friend and was introduced to his wife and I was genuinely happy for them. Earlier that day, I ran into a lady I used to work for and didn't feel sick when I saw her. Today, I caught up with a friend and his sister and he introduced me to his girlfriend. Which I was excited about because he was a good guy. And with the situation with the stepfather, I no longer feel weighed down by him. I don't feel empty or guilty about it either. Normally, I would feel anxious or even abandoned, but I don't. I don't know where my path will lead me, but I know that deep inside, something is happening. #MentalHealth #Depression #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Relationships #FearOfAbandonment #journey