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Just woke up in excruciating pain. All my fingers trigger locked and have to be unlocked and it is extremely painful to accomplish. I get my infusions at the end of the week, but more importantly I need to find a new place to live. I am a great tenant, but my landlord hates me because I went over her head to get into the apartment building. She has made my life miserable while I am trying to care for my illnesses and disability. I financially cannot afford to move and I don't know what to do. I am extremely close to being homeless and I will not survive on the streets.
It would be easier to just die then to get sicker, lose everything including my apartment.
There are no agencies, organizations or anyone else who cares about me or what happens to me. I don't know what to do and the panic attacks are getting worse. WWhat is the point of trying to get better or do the right thing when everyone around you are knocking you down and waiting to stomp on your beaten body. I am to tired to try anymore. I hurt to much to care anymore. Not a single soul who cares enough to come over and assist me. The world has been extremely cruel to me and I just want my life to be over with. No I won't harm myself, but I do wish the good lord would take me away. There is nobody or nothing left for me anymore. I'm just very tired, in a lot of pain, hungry and panicking. I just woke up and my day hasn't started yet and I sit here in pain worrying about the future and what is going to happen to me.

#ChronicInflammatoryDemyelinatingPolyneuropathy #extremlytired #Very#verylonely #nobodycares #Pain #triggerfingershurt #theworldhatesme #cruelworld

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What is there to live for? #MDD #Nofriends #nobodycares

I’m 53. I have a PhD in engineering. I have no job. I have no friends. I have no life. All I have left for family is my 16 yr old son. his brothers are in college and no longer really care. I don’t blame them. they need to live their own lives now. my parents are dying. my brother and sister live thousands of miles from me. and I really don’t like them either. they are selfish.

I’m ready to call it quits as soon as my youngest gets off to college. I will never find love. nobody wants to be in a relationship with someone with a mental illness. nobody will hire me. I have absolutely nothing to live for after I finish showering my youngest with the love and attention he deserves.

I see no reason to live. I have no contribution to society.

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No Responses Ever #poorapp #Noonecares #nobodycares #Depression

Think you #TheMighty and its users for allowing me to confirm that once again everything I say falls on deaf ears. I am not important enough to listen to. That's ok, I never have been. I don't even know why I'm still here on this pos site.

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