Nofriends

Im paralyzed. Autistic spectrum, ADHD, ANXIETY, manic depression, OCD

Both of my grandparents passed away with a month of each other this past Dec. They were like parents to me as both of mine are dead.

I lost my job at the same time and I’m losing my home. I’m trying really hard but it’s been becoming increasingly difficult to manage my symptoms. I’m on Adderall and lexapro. Ive tried anxiety meds and I’m waiting on the next one - my dr has been on vacation for 3 weeks. He out a week of every month. I have no health insurance but trying to sign up for a clinic nearby.

I just need help with the day to day. I can’t get anything done because I’m managing myself trying to get unstuck. i feel paralyzed everywhere.

I have no family now and I have no friends anymore. I live alone and have no outlets and I can’t live like this anymore. I just need a real friend. Or some direction. Thanks. #help #Autism #ADHD #lost #nofamily #Nofriends

So I have this really random, possibly extremely shallow, idea to only have female #Friends that are not straight or more on the same sex spectrum than I am.

Here me out.... I’ve sometimes seem to find girl friends that were not really my friends... (healthy friendships have came and gone but those ended mostly bc of me) like we could hang out and have great times but it was chitter chatter behind my back and always making me seem as if being me came at a cost to them. Mind you I’m an easy target bc I avoid confrontation bc I don’t know how to control my anger once it released. (long story....)

Anyways back to the topic: making friends with girls that like the same sex or more attracted to the same sex. See I wouldn’t have to deal with the insecurity for trying to be chosen... sounds sad right but it’s a start for me anyways. I have #Nofriends after deciding on what I can and cannot deal with in a friend.......

So I would like to invite everyone who reads this to share an idea in the comments! Please no hate and respect their POV. #LetsTalkAboutIt #Advice

im 26 i have no friends. over the years so many people have come and left because of my behaviour before i was diagnosed last year . is it normal to have no friends at all
#BipolarDisorder #Friends #Nofriends #alone

Yesterday I got verbally attacked by 16 people inside of an enclosed medical office because individuals around me were not social distancing and another person was blaring politically divisive media from their cell phone without headphones and I simply asked very, very, politely for them to put on headphones and for the people going to and fro to please understand that I'm immunocompromised and on humira and a caretaker of senior citizens. I ended up being escorted outside by security as 16 people threatened to beat me down in addition to many other despicable displays of inhuman behavior. It's been over 24 hours since all of this happened and I've almost relapsed three times. I feel so alone and so worthless. The security guard at the medical office was not doing his job, he is intimidated by the population that attends this place, it being a methadone clinic; and so he just walks around looking scary from opening to closing time. He apologized to me after everything was said and done but the facility manager took no responsibility and just told me to come at a different time during the day so I could avoid violent demonstrations from people who refuse to follow the rules. I don't have the energy to go into too much detail about what happened but I would say if I had time to: 9 out of 10 people would say that what happened was despicable and easily avoidable. The worst part about it is that being an addict, stuff like that really affects me. Just imagine 16 ex-cons and all kinds of other angry looking people screaming at you, treating you as if you were less than nobody when you are sick and just trying to protect yourself from further illness. I think what made it the most painful was that about 20 years ago my first husband beat me to a pulp in front of all of our mutual friends and everyone just stood in a circle and watched as he pounded me on the ground and spit in my face until I was a bloody pile of spit and scabs. Yesterday really opened up that wound it felt very similar, nobody stood up for me I had to fend off all these people by myself and I can't shake this feeling of worthlessness and wanting to use. All the best, Julia

Nicholasville, Kentucky (USA)
36yrs old

Congenital Hydrocephalus,
Retinaopathy of Prematurity
Hypertonia
Chronic Knee, Ankle, Wrist, Shoulder Pain
2 L5 S1 Discectomies
Diverticulitis
Jerking and Shaking Episodes
Possible Neuropathy
Possible RA
Possible Carpal Tunnel Syndrome

No Support
No Friends

To several I'm a Debbie Downer and Burden, Horrible House Guest

#Upallnight
#FlareUps
#Lonliness
#unloved
#Nofriends
#DebbieDowner
#Burden