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It's absolutely cruel & evil ... #MentalHealth #Anxiety #Depression #Selfcare #Toxic #CheckInWithMe

Putting my little ones down tonight and gave them an extra kiss and cuddle looking at them asleep feeling such a heavy heart reading about another mass shooting in Texas.I live in the UK and horrible and cruel things happen all over the world I know this but i feel recently that's all ive read happening over the world.

I cannot imagine how those families,parents, friends of all effected would feel.Those teachers and children went to school !a place they should be safe and somehow something like this can happen ??? Surely there had got to be more that can be done.The thought of sending my children to school and them never returning is something I couldn't even try to imagine!!
The article I just read stated the person responsible was bullied, had a hard life ,rough experiences etc !!!I'm sorry and not everyone may agree but I do not think that's what it should be should be about the people who have lost their lives !the people who will not be returning to their families!the children who don't get to go home to their parents and be put to bed safely after a day at school!!!!
Yes people have bad experiences in life,people are hurt,people are bullied ,people suffer depression, people suffer mental health I am one of those people , but I can't and don't think I ever could understand how someone could get to a point of making a decision to do something like that !!!

I know there are people on this app from all over the world.I have a few I have spoken to from Texas .
Thoughts and prayers to all who are effected by this.

The world really is a cruel place.

#MentalHealth #CheckInWithMe #Insomnia #Upallnight #Anxiety #Depression #Selfcare #PTSD #cruelworld #Sadness #Parenting #GeneralParenting

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I was raised if you can't say something nice don't say anything at all. Nobody lives by that these days. People think it's funny to negatively bash other people. Just people in general people they don't know. It's negative energy it's gross and unhealthy in my world. Do unto others as you would have done unto you. Want someone to say how about you what you're saying about them okay go ahead and say it! Sick of the negative!#negativity #anger #cruelworld


Just woke up in excruciating pain. All my fingers trigger locked and have to be unlocked and it is extremely painful to accomplish. I get my infusions at the end of the week, but more importantly I need to find a new place to live. I am a great tenant, but my landlord hates me because I went over her head to get into the apartment building. She has made my life miserable while I am trying to care for my illnesses and disability. I financially cannot afford to move and I don't know what to do. I am extremely close to being homeless and I will not survive on the streets.
It would be easier to just die then to get sicker, lose everything including my apartment.
There are no agencies, organizations or anyone else who cares about me or what happens to me. I don't know what to do and the panic attacks are getting worse. WWhat is the point of trying to get better or do the right thing when everyone around you are knocking you down and waiting to stomp on your beaten body. I am to tired to try anymore. I hurt to much to care anymore. Not a single soul who cares enough to come over and assist me. The world has been extremely cruel to me and I just want my life to be over with. No I won't harm myself, but I do wish the good lord would take me away. There is nobody or nothing left for me anymore. I'm just very tired, in a lot of pain, hungry and panicking. I just woke up and my day hasn't started yet and I sit here in pain worrying about the future and what is going to happen to me.

#ChronicInflammatoryDemyelinatingPolyneuropathy #extremlytired #Very#verylonely #nobodycares #Pain #triggerfingershurt #theworldhatesme #cruelworld


THE WORLD HAS BEEN CRUEL TO ME #Ijustwanttodie #cruelworld

Today I woke up crying, scared about my future and where it will go. I love my apartment but my landlord, the office and certain neighbors hate me. Have gone above and beyond to take me down. So how am I supposed to move when I have no family or friends. No help whatsoever. I have no money saved or any extra each month so I can't afford movers, new deposits new fees. I'm physically and mentally unable to move. And I have no help. So what do I do ? I would rather die than be homeless. I don't want to lose anything else in my life, I have lost enough. And I will never be able to get it back. I just don't matter to anyone for anything. So when I get up each day, I have no more will left inside of me. All my health problems have finally taken me down. I physically, emotionally and mentally am a goner. I don't want things to be like this, but I have no answers and I really don't know what to do anymore. If killing myself wouldn't hurt, I would have already done it. I know I'm ranting. But the world has been cruel to me my entire life. Bullied since a child and I am still bullied today and I am tired and don't want to try anymore. I wish I wouldn't wake up each day
I wish it was over for me, everything else has been
#Ijustdontcareanymore #neverbeenloved #solonely #ChronicInflammatoryDemyelinatingPolyneuropathy #HIVAIDS #GuillainBarreSyndrome #ihatemylife