somuchpain

I lost a friend today. Not by death but saying goodbye. I had to do it because I didn’t want her to go through hell by her husband anymore. He’s a Narcissistic and a Control Freak. He won’t let her to have any friends at all. She’s being manipulated and he’s using her kids against her.

Unfortunately there’s nothing I can do. I can’t even be there for her. He watches everything she does. I’m so heartbroken & in tears. Feels like I’m watching somebody drown & I’m powerless to save that person.

I tried helping her by giving her some advice. She won’t even do it. I feel so lost and I wish I could have done more. I’m so frustrated. #Feelinglost #somuchpain

So if someone could figure out like how to make pain disappear during weather changes, general flares, when I just fall over, etc... THAT WOULD BE FLIPPIN GREAT. Because I’m exhausted, I feel like a giant bruise with stabby stabby electric shocks, and I’m getting irritable that I’ve been in pain for YEARS now. #itsnotfair #somuchpain #ijustwantsleep #Pain #ChronicPain #Migraine #Fibromyalgia #Insomnia #Anxiety #Depression