Thought

watching the dark sky slowly fade to be replaced by a beautiful tinge of orange, indicating that the night has passed and the sun is starting to rise. Sitting on the terrace, drinking warm water after morning prayers,playing with my cats, made me realize how beautiful this world is, but why my mind is always turbulent, asking me to leave it

° " It Was Very Mello Today... I'm So Used To The Night Shift... I Work The Morning 3 More Day's... All Of This Because A Girl Quit... I'm Like Not Surprised This Girl Came Into The Job Flirted With A Shift Leader... And Got Him Fired... Also Her Baby Daddy Showed Up With A Gun... A Week Later... Why Do People Like To Cause Issue's... I'm Looking Again For A Better Paying Job... Then What I'm Currently Getting... I Have Had 3 Issue's And Customer's Were V****t Toward's Me... Over The Smallest Thing's... I Have Had Enough... I Hope Something Better Will Pop Up My Way ASAP..." ° Sincerely , ☆ Skaoi Kvitravn☆ #Thought 's

° " Being Independent Is Like Survival Mode For Me... And When I Meet A Guy I Have To Swallow My Pride And Shut Down... And Let Them Pay For Thing's... I'm Not Used To It Because Of The Way My Ex Treated Me... And Made Me Very Dependant On Him... So Why Would I Let Another Man... Pay For My Thing's... So That Later On... If We Are Still Seeing One Another... And Tell Me That I Need To Do More And Pay For Thing's... No Thx... I'm Good Paying For Myself... And Yet The Men Get Disappointed... I'm The Type Of Person That Doesn't Like Asking For Thing's... Or Favor's... Because Later It Could Become A Form Of Abuse Or Even Blackmail.. Over Money... So I Like Being Able To Pay Off My Bill's... And It's A Turn Off To Some Dude's I Don't Get It... I Don't Want Men To Feel Like I'm Just Using Them... For Thing's It's Not In Me... So That's Why I Haven't Been On Another Date Since The Last Guy... " • #lost #Thought 's ☆▪︎☆Skaoi Kvitravn☆▪︎☆

° " So This Morning Everything Was Going Well Until A Random Guy... Showed Up With His Gun... Not Properly Safe Guarded... He Was Extremely Upset... Looking For One Of Our Shift Leader's... His Girl I Guess Work's Night Shift... I Have Not Met This Girl Yet... And Now She's Causing Issue's At Work... I'm Already On Edge With What I Went Through Last Week.. So Me And My G.M. Were Puzzled... But We Might Know Who's Hitting On This New Girl... I Mean Don't Give Out Your Social Handle's And Phone # If You Don't Want Any Issue's... But I'm Thinking That This Girl Did... And Now She Has Caused Huge Drama At Work. We Already Have Another Issue Like A Gf/Bf Bring Thier Drama To Work... F.M.L Seriously.... I'm Super Scared To Keep Going To My Job... And I Ño Longer Feel Safe....What's Next... ??? " ° Sincerely , ☆ S.K. ☆ #Thought 's

°" So This Morning I Never Buy Or Spoil Myself This Morning I Definitely Did... I Ordered Two Outfit's... A Pair Of Sneaker's And Jean's... Boy Did That Feel Great... I'm Alway's Just Worried About Making Sure That... I Pay All My Rent And Bill's... I Made Extra $ So Why Not... It's My Early Brithday Gift's To Myself. ° #Thought 's Sincerely, ▪︎ Skaoi Kvitravn ▪︎

° " So I Had A Busy Night Until I Saw A Homeless Person Taking Food Off Of People's Plate's... I Asked Him Nicely To Stop Harassing My Customer's... He Was Scaring Alittle Girl And Boy... And Thier Parent's... I Told Him That I Would Make Him Fresh Tortilla's... Nope He Threw The One's That HeTook Away From My Customer's... And Yelled At Me... And Threw The Tortilla's On The Floor.. Well My Kindness Was Thrown Out The Door... He Threated My Life... And I Kindly Asked Him To Leave The Restaurant... And To Stop Bugging People... & Taking Thier Food Without Asking... This Has Been The 2nd Time I Have Delt With Mentally Unstable Person... Let Alone Threating To K*** Me... I Really Hate My Job. " ° #Thought 's Sincerely, ¤●Skaoi Kvitravn●¤

° " Growing Up I Was Severely Bullied For My Race And Disabilitie's... No Matter How Many Time's I Wanted To End My Life... I Couldn't All Because I Had To Take Care Of Two People.. In My Younger Year's On To My Teenage Year's... I Still Get Bullied As An Adult... And It's Insane... Like How Can People Become So Cruel And Inhumane Toward's Someone Else.. We Are All Human... No Matter How Thing's Are... You Cannot Change Or Try To Mold Someone Into Something That You Want Them To Become... That's Not How Life Work's... Or Change Someone's Imperfection's.. We Are All Beautifully Unique Inside And Out No Matter How People Assume How We Should Become... " ° #Thought 's ☆▪︎☆ S.K. ☆▪︎☆

• " So 1st Off " Happy Mother's Day " To All The Mighty Women Including Myself.... I Worked Today And My Bosse's Yelled At Me And Made Fun Of Me... For Not Being Able To Get To Work... Well Stop Cutting My Hour's... And I Wouldn't Be Having Issue's For Paying For Thing's... It's Getting To Be Annoying With This Economy I Payed Off My Rent.. And My Gas.. Bill Now Uber Want's To Charge My Monthly $9.99. Sub... Well I Can't Pay It Until Friday... Right Now I'm Trying To Find A Ride To Go To Work.. For Tomarrow And Tues... And My Manager's Want To Just Sit There And Complain That I Missed A Day... And That I Don't Like Coming Into Work... W.T.F... They Need To Remember That I'm The Only Employee That Help's Them Alot... I Can Save Some Money And Leave Them.. Then What Are They Going To Do.. They Can't Run A Restaurant Alone Without... Me Which Is Sad... I'm Soo Annoyed That They Choose.. To Mistreat The One Person.. That Help's Out The Most... But No When I'm In A Money Rut... They Bully Me And Make Fun Of My Situation... Human's Are Very Unkind... " • #Thought 's •○•● Skaoi Kvitravn •○●•

° " People See Me And Think That I'm A Needy Damsel... Sorry But I'm An Independent Woman With Disabilitie's And... No I'm Not A Damsel In Destress... I May Really Be Struggling Mentally And Physically... And With A Financial Rut... Right Now... But I Will Make It Through... I'm Just Stuck Right Now... I Feel Alone But Annoyed... But I Will Previl In Time... And Be Back To Normal... I Feel Like I Can't Make Enough $$$ At $11.00 An Hour... And It's Annoying No Matter How Much I Work And Restructuring My $$$ I Feel Like I'm Failing Right Now. But It's Out Of My Control Right Now. " ☆#mental Health Sincerely, ☆ S.K. ☆

○ " So Today The Morning Was OK Until At 12pm... We Have An Older Lady Assistant Manager She Came In An 1 Late... The Other Assistant Manager Needed To Go To His Other Job... So I Had To Handle Thing's For A Bit.. Mind U I Don't Know Anything About Managing A Store... And Then This Older Lady Never Has Enough Employee's... So I Took Over Doing Front Cashier And Fixing Order's For Both My Side And Lazy Drive-Thru... The Girl That Run's Drive... Never Help's Out And Just Stand's Around... Whining To Go Home Already... And We Got Slammed With Alot Of Order's... The Night Shift Crew Didn't Start Clocking In Until 2pm... It Was Annoying... But Co-worker's Sux... " ○ Sincerely, ¤ S. K. ¤ #Thought #frustration