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    I’m so lost!

    I’m new here because I’m so lost and tangled in my own thoughts and feelings and I need help to see the light at the end of the tunnel! ):)

    #Anxiety #confused #lost #Depression

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    I cant make anyone happy... #confused #Anxiety #jumpy #sad

    Well in 2018 of after my husband and I wedding day. My Aunt gifted us two air-port luggage (Medium and Large) for my move to another state.

    Few years after I "lend" the medium one to a inlaw for there trip in I think in fall 2022. But after there trip I never got it back? So I waited?

    By 2023 January I without thinking; I went to get it back... But the inlaws claimed it theres and where upset I took it back...? Now I feel scared for taking it back. Was I wrong to???

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    Newly diagnosed

    Hello! I am newly diagnosed with fibromyalgia. I'm still trying to learn about it and how to maneuver through it all! Any advice is welcomed! #Fibromyalgia #newlydiagnosed #confused

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    I have BPD and my favorite person thought I was nosey

    First a little complicated.. she's my ex.. who I broke up with because yes I got scared and now i know i was wrong. So she said Maybe someday I have hope and I just want to be close to her all the time..sorry off this topic. Well she got off work and she was threatened on the way home and wanted to be alone.. I understood. She said she may go away for the weekend too. Also couldn't blame her.. I was feeling a little selfish thar day because I had a small test done and wasn't supposed to be left alone and she said she'd be there.. but I mean who wouldn't want to collect themselves after what happend. Anyways, sat morning I said goodmorning and nothing.. nothing to the point it was supper time and she's never done this. At this point I'm in a panic because I just need to hear the words I'm ok. I didn't hear from her till Monday morning and she was upset with me for asking her not to scare me like that. I know I broke her heart and I deserve to be hurting and maybe I'll never have her back... and all she could really say was I was trying to control everything and was nosey. I truly believe of I heard the words I'm ok Saturday morning I wouldn't have had a little breakdown all weekend. I can't stop playing it through my head. I would never do that to someone of i cared about them amd said I understood their disorder. Am I wrong for wanting to be with her even though I don't feel wanted, but it's my fault? I don't know what to think to he honest #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #nosey #FavoritePerson #confused #overthinking #Wanted #Depression

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    Trigger warning* not sure if allowed to post I feel maybe I have some Bipolar condition as well as my anxiety

    I don’t think I actually am but sometimes I wonder, I know only a professional can diagnose me I think it’s just really bad highs and lows with life changes/ stressors etc. but it happens so often and during the week sometimes I don’t know if my extremes could be something else or not. Was just curious if others who know they have bipolar disorder or are officially diagnosed with it could explain a bit how it is for them? Thanks.

    I’ll seek a psychiatrist or doctor to evaluate
    Im only diagnosed with
    GAD
    And depression etc

    Thanks appreciate any help.
    I think I’m just having a tough time right now and I just need to get some help which I’m setting up, but just wanted to hear from others who do struggle with other disorders bpd, ocd, anxiety, depression, or in particular bipolar.

    I’m pretty sure I’m having more than my one or two diagnosis but can’t tell what it is

    Thanks for any help, but I will seek an evaluation and get some help to confirm. #Bipolar #Diagnosis #Unsure #confused #struggling #Trying #Crying #panic #Doctor #Psychiatrist #Hope #help #Depression #Anxiety #MightyTogether

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    Just a thought

    I was wondering does anyone with anxiety or depression, have days when they feel alone? They don’t have anyone who really checks up on them to see if they are doing okay.. but , there’s a ton of “friends “ who expect you to do so for them ? The past couple of days I have been really down and the most I’ve received was “ My parent was in the hospital and you haven’t answered any of MY messages.” You’re not depressed you’re just selfish and looking for attention!!” What do I do now?!! #confused #Heartbroken

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    Am I crazy?

    What does it mean when you have conversations with yourself. But then think they are actually conversations you have really had….
    I get really confused if I had had those conversations or not… makes me feel a bit crazy. #TheoryOfMind #confused #Selftalk

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    #Sorry I have been away a few days. Here is my new #Furbaby !!!!

    I felt it was best to refrain from posting these past few days. I was very #sad , #confused , & #hopeless due to my heartwrenching experience at the shelter I went about a week ago. I was even #Feeling like there might very well be a #Curse on me & my life. I pretty much believed that any & every thing I might & would do or try to do, was destined to be #tradgedy & cause me more #Heartache . To put it honestly, day to day was kinda "touch-and-go" moreso than ever. Recently, it came to a head, and I honestly felt that i had no idea if I'd be around to see the next day. But today, I brought home a new #Cat . He was the best cat there at PSPCA. (Pennsylvania SPCA. ) health-wise, age-wise, & he is calm with a #wonderful temperament. He is asleep on the couch with me right now. I like it at cold temps, but I not want him to get sick. He doesn't (yet) seem to feel ok about having a blanket over him, for warmth, but then again, he is just getting to know & has to have a bit of time to learn he can #Trust me. Anyways, I am keeping my leg against him for him to have my body warmth. I am SO pleased the way the day turned out. Had some very rough spots there, but it ended up not getting the best of the situation#. I have my baby! His name is what I consider extremely anti - #Christian . I don't even like to say or write it. I have been calling him "Baby" when I talk to or call for him. Still, I'm taking my time about giving him his permanent official name !!!

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    LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALLALALALALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALBOOOO

    Today at least was a better day. I got to see the movie i wanted. I'M not sure if anything was said. Nobody said anything to me. Nobody was mad at me.So I'M feeling a little #confused . The only thing said was i didn't like last weeks #Movie . Today was a mild day, at least for a few days. #TheMighty #MightyTogether #MentalHealth #Depression #Anxiety #LearningDisability

    You are Beautiful

    You are Strong

    You are loved

    You Belong.

    #positive

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    Going through a break up while also fighting depression

    Has got to be one of the WORST feelings of all time! I made the mistake many of us do, by molding my world around him as he stood at the center of it, so without him, I have nobody. I’m feeling all these annoying normal feelings of a breakup ON TOP of this stupid depression. I feel like any progress I made is gone and I’m back at square one. I don’t know how I will get through this. The pain is unbearable. I sincerely feel I don’t deserve this. I gave him everything I had to give. 6 years of on again off again, it’s like we always found our way back to each other. However now I’m wondering if it was all just a trauma bond. How do I get over this and move on when the stupid depression keeps me in bed?? I am soooo lost and depressed. 😭😭My soul feels shattered. I don’t know what to do, how to pick myself up or how to move on. It’s been him and only him for 6 years now… and after 3 months of being back together after breaking up for a year, he just decided to cut it off for good… I don’t understand. Nothing makes any sense right now. I’m just hurting so bad right now.
    #MajorDepressiveDisorder
    #Anxiety
    #Heartbroken
    #lost
    #BreakupsSuck
    #sad
    #ineedafriend
    #confused
    #hurt

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