Anxiety Attack

° " So I Had A Busy Night Until I Saw A Homeless Person Taking Food Off Of People's Plate's... I Asked Him Nicely To Stop Harassing My Customer's... He Was Scaring Alittle Girl And Boy... And Thier Parent's... I Told Him That I Would Make Him Fresh Tortilla's... Nope He Threw The One's That HeTook Away From My Customer's... And Yelled At Me... And Threw The Tortilla's On The Floor.. Well My Kindness Was Thrown Out The Door... He Threated My Life... And I Kindly Asked Him To Leave The Restaurant... And To Stop Bugging People... & Taking Thier Food Without Asking... This Has Been The 2nd Time I Have Delt With Mentally Unstable Person... Let Alone Threating To K*** Me... I Really Hate My Job. " ° #Thought 's Sincerely, ¤●Skaoi Kvitravn●¤

Living with Life-Long Suicidal Depression since at least 4-years-old (mid 1970s); and Migraine Headaches that have been regular (at least 1 to 2 times a week [more weeks now are turning in to at least 2 days] since the mid 1990s) and many other health problems that are on and off weekly or monthly; Extra Debt that I was pressed in to; which can cause me to lose the house, SSDI so it is hard to earn extra money to get out of Debt; and with Life-Long Suicidal Depression, in addition to the Major Pains, I really have been desiring more to be able to go Home to be with my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.

I would greatly appreciate any feed back.

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I’m done with all this 🤬
The whole year since now it’s been the s*** year that I had in the last 7y since I’m in Uk.
All started since I’ve been bullied, I fixed it, I had problems at home, abroad, i fix them (more or less), I find a solution for my health (for my leg ulcer, thank for I don’t have diabetes and still waiting for a referral to hospital) but again I’ve been bullied.
After their marvellous investigation in which they said is no evidence for being offended, threatened and mocked and after offering a mediation as solution (even tho I said clear that the mediation in not the solution for a lad that have 0 respect for me), the lad haven’t went to mediation.
Now because I ve appealed the decision of the grievance, the lad is back at work.
My mental health went out on the drain.
At 4 this morning, after being told my manager that I need to behave to be respectful with that lad and some other things, like being my fault and my blame bcus he don’t behave, I had a very bad reaction: start crying.
I left the office and went somewhere where no one can see how sissy I am, I had a very bad anxiety attack, one of my colleague which is as well junior team leader come and we’ve talked, I felt like I’m suffocating.
Is not my fault that the lad is behaving badly, I always respected my colleagues even if they don’t deserve it.
Now im home, a bit calmer than work time but is i don’t know how to fix it.
For sure I understand that now they’re investigating again or it should be and if they don’t take any kind of disciplinary actions, he’ll do it again and again till I’ll go.

My mental health went away since last night when I’ve seen it and in the morning after all that start crying and couldn’t stopped, I really don’t know what I’ll do.
I had a break up from my partner yesterday as well because of this job, we’ve been together for 13y.
Im a mess and I know it but I’ll not quit my job for a jerk
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Is it possible to request an overnight stay at a hospital for a mental breakdown? I don’t want to be sent home after a few hours and I don’t want to go to a mental hospital though. I wasn’t sure if it was possible to request something like that. #MentalHealth #OtherMentalHealth #BipolarDisorder #Depression #SuicidalIdeation #Anxiety #PanicAttacks #AnxietyAttack

So, today my son and his girlfriend went to Chicago for the day to walk around the shops. I knew about this for 3 days but as soon as I got up I said goodbye and went on my walk. I couldn’t stop crying cause I was thinking every scenario of what was going to happen. My son said he was going to keep me posted. Once I got to the mall o was still crying but talking to my mom helped. I was about to leave then my son texted saying we made it to Chicago. All of a sudden my heart literally dropped. I immediately sat down at Barnes and Noble and started deep breathing. I did not want to draw attention to myself. I’m very proud of myself that I managed this attack on my own. He did text me and FaceTime me when I got home. Now he is on the train heading back home as I’m typing this.

Due to a medication accident, I had a seizure today. This was a crazy and scary experience. Thoughts and prayers for everybody #pills #AnxietyAttack

I feel so sick and anxious and I want to cry. I just kinda need someone to talk to. #ChronicIlless #ChronicNausea #AnxietyAttack