Depression Continues and It Never Ends
I had some success beating back depression and having better sleep (see previous post). But just as I succeed in taking steps to recovery, I slid back today. I took a long nap for no reason other than, “why not?” I had no reason to nap for so long or at all. Just none.
Am I wishing I was dead? Are all these oversleeps and long naps a form of suicidality? Just wishing I could close my eyes and the world would go away?
I want this to stop. I want to live my life! I have to live my life. What can I do to stop sleeping and shutting the world out?!
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