BulliedSurvivors

My sister and I never got a long as kids. I’m going to admit I truly hated her. I honestly think she abused me. She would straight up abuse me daily and in high school it got worse. I kicked her door in due to stress and she just called me insane. Made jokes about me. I fucking hated her. Now it’s weird because we get along to a degree. I just felt like a freak of nature. What happened?

I felt like I couldn’t say anything to my mom. My sister would literally torment me daily. Call me names, tell me to kill myself, tell me she didn’t want me to be alive and my mother did... nothing. Absolutely nothing. She just whines about how her and her sister got along and she doesn’t see how we don’t get along. Why do I feel like I’m the problem? Why do I feel like I deserve the pain? Do I?
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My sister and I never got a long as kids. I’m going to admit I truly hated her. I honestly think she abused me. She would straight up abuse me daily and in high school it got worse. I kicked her door in due to stress and she just called me insane. Made jokes about me. I fucking hated her. Now it’s weird because we get along to a degree. I just felt like a freak of nature. What happened?

I felt like I couldn’t say anything to my mom. My sister would literally torment me daily. Call me names, tell me to kill myself, tell me she didn’t want me to be alive and my mother did... nothing. Absolutely nothing. She just whines about how her and her sister got along and she doesn’t see how we don’t get along. Why do I feel like I’m the problem? Why do I feel like I deserve the pain? Do I?
#BulliedSurvivors #Depression #Borderline Bipolar depression #FamilyMember #AbusedChild