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I don’t want to be my sickness

I have struggled with depression and anxiety for 20years. Tuesday is my birthday. I’ll be 44. I’m not looking forward to it at all and I love birthdays! I’m so blessed with 5 beautiful children, a gorgeous home that my husband built, I’ll be a grandma( he’ll call me Glammy) any day now 🥰 I am a yoga teacher and a CrossFit coach. And I am pretty much bed ridden.I have debilitating headaches, the dr found two tumors on the lining of my brain, hypothyroidism that wipes out my energy, my depression and anxiety meds aren’t doing there job, had a panic attack the other morning, had a hysterectomy that went south. I could probably go on, but I’m trying my hardest to not think of all the things I can’t do, but I can’t. I am at my lowest. I feel just lying and breathing is all I have. I feel worthless just lying in bed doing nothing. I just don’t want to be here. I’m in need of prayers, support, encouragement, something! I feel I can’t do this anymore! #keepgoing #cantdothis #cantbreath #AmIAlone


Seeing if I'm not alone.

Does anyone else have chronic broken ribs? They take so long to heal that more break before the last ones heal so you are always broken. And all it takes is a sneeze and snap another one breaks. The pain is constantly excruciating and it makes breathing so exhausting and taxing. What do you do to survive this torture? #EhlersDanlosSyndrome #tiredofbeingsofragile #ChronicPain #Cantsleep #CRPS #rsd #Osteoporosis #Scoliosis #brokenribs #brokenbones #cantbreath #cantdothismuchlonger #nothingcutsthepain #Insomnia #Losingmymind #ineedafriend