Fear of death. Part 2. #
Thinking about death does not motivate me to live my life to the fullest, on the contrary... It makes me feel nothing. Indifferent to everything.
Because what's the point?
Furthermore, I wanna end it faster myself before something or someone else does...
It poisons my life, but there's no way I can fight it...
I can't escape my, body, my thoughts... My mind is killing me 😭