Femoral Acetabular Impingement

The pain in my groin from the bilateral femoral acetabular impingement, bursitis, osteoarthritis, bone on bone right hip fuckwoojies, and the unwelcome spurs in both joints. Needless to say I'm in an unsteady amount of pain every day.
My body loves playing the "pull a random disorder out of the hat" racket going on. It's trying to trigger every disorder I have.
Early afternoon I had the sensation I was verrrrery high. I took a few drags off my vape and I felt wonderful. Then I watched some fiction/ romance/tragedy love novels on Facebook reels. I tend to write a lot of fantasy when I'm high. I'll try the theory and... Well maybe I should go take a nap. I'm not feeling particularly well.

My lumbar is mangled with regrowth of spinal epidural lipomatosis and 2 new spots of stenosis. My right hip is bone on bone. Both hips have femoral acetabular impingement, bursitis, osteoarthritis, and bone spurs. I'm in so much pain. And that's just the bone stuff.
I need a break away from home for a few hours. To sip coffee and eat a bragel sandwich. It's so comforting and delicious. I want a grilled cheese sandwich really badly. Like down into my soul.

I wonder if fire cupping would help make my pain go away. Or maybe blood cupping. Or acupuncture.
I think I might see a massage therapist this month. Or a chiro. I gotta try something. My meds aren't working and the THC gummies make me weirder than normal. How much weirder you ask... I start typing on my phone and it starts normal and then I start saying things that sound like Shakespeare era stuff.
I am gonna conduct an experiment... I am gonna eat half of the biggest gummy I've got and I'm gonna either write poetry or sculpt something with my air dry terra cotta clay. It's just an experiment. I think it's going to be fun. Maybe next weekend.
My neighbor who has cancer came over cuz we were under a tornado warning and she got scared. She came into our unit and we talked about how she's falling down a lot and she hurt her knees. Eventually the warning subsided and Pauley walked her out...
She thought I couldn't hear her when she whispered to Pauley "I need your help as my caregiver." Pauley can hardly take care of me and herself. I'm not ok with it. But our neighbor was high and drunk when she got here.
I'm exhaustipated.
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I don't get breaks. So I made my own. I had 2 appointments scheduled for this week and my body said nope so I rescheduled both of them. So I had planned to relax, draw, write poetry, sculpt dragons and go to the diner.
No. That's apparently not allowed. I'm too sick to be anywhere far from a bathroom. I need to take seriously stronk meds. I need to be able to contort my lower half like a pretzel when my hips start hurting.
And 4 hours ago I took 2 THC/CBD gummies for my hip pain. My hips feel fine now thank goodness for miracles. Even my right hip doesn't hurt. Crazy, I know!
I don't feel even the slightest bit high. My tummy is a little bit calmer but still hurts, pain jolts every half hour, but I am still constipated. I need to get a milk based drink like milk tea boba.
It's currently snowing. The heat is not on. I'm sitting here 90 percent nakey and I'm sweating profusely wishing I could take off my skin... Meanwhile Pauley says it's cold in here. I need to talk to my doctors to find out what medicine I've got might be causing my hot flashes.
I ate pizza for breakfast and lunch today. It was left over from last night. I don't want to eat anything for dinner. I've got more intake than output. My tummy hurts.
I hurt all over. Oh and I now have sharp pain above my left eye. For as crackers as my body is, I should be glowing at a rave listening to happy hardcore.
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