highpaindays

Today is a #highpaindays type of day.
The “regular” chronic pain, anxiety & depression are there. But the pain from the badly/complexly torn hip labrum and herniated lower disks is truly immense.
#Nomorespoons do I have for anyone or anything... Can’t even use my “espresso spoon” to play #TheSims4 !! Sigh.
Even the shirt I got for Christmas “Soon to Be Mrs.” in its vibrant colour isn’t enough to make me feel better.
So to all of you out there feeling like this: I am with you and #itwillgetbetter

#highpaindays #ChronicPain #heatingpads #ChronicIllness

After a week of high pain, including a trip to the ER for some relief, my depression and anxiety are at an all time high. The household chores are always the first thing to get scrapped. I don’t have the energy to vacuum. My back hurts too much to stand at the sink or reach to the top cabinets to put dishes away. So it sits, and piles up, until it overflows like tonight. Sometimes it be like that, and that’s okay. #EndTheStigma #Depression #highpaindays #Anxiety #ChronicPain

My IBS is the worst thing in my life right now, I'm having a really really bad flare up & this week my doctors have taken me off my IBS meds for a few weeks to test me for something else 😖my bowels in extreme pain right now & I feel so sick and can't sleep till 7am every morning. Living with chronic illness is so fucking hard and I wish people could understand the pain we go through everyday and especially on flare up days. Its not our fault we are sick, chronic illness chose us not us choosing it. If your a chronic illness warrior stay strong♥️. This is the most excruciating pain I've had with my IBS in months! I'm in so much pain I broke down in tears today. I always take my meds for granted because without them my IBS has such bad flare ups & I'm stuck in bed unable to move or eat anything with a belly the size of a 🎈. #IrritableBowelSyndromeIBS #ChronicIllness #FlareUps #highpaindays