Today started off #Rough but it got better I woke up in a lot of #Pain so I struggled my way out of bed to take a #HotShower it really #helped with the pain. I spent the early morning #Snuggling with my #Boyfriend one of the sweetest most #KindHearted #Men I’ve ever met. I was kinda #sad because with my complicated health I’m really #Unsure about having #Children so I like to be apart of my family’s birthing process it’s kinda my fix but she’s just leaving me out and that’s totally her right and I have to #Respect that no matter how much it hurts me. #Lupus #Fibromyalgia #CVID #HighBloodPressure #MajorDepressiveDisorder #KidneyDisease it’s hard thinking if I do have a child it’s a possibility they may have all or some of these things so I’m really unsure