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Alone in the dark
It seems like I'm always there when someone needs me. I always pick up the phone I always answer a text. If someone's in a bad way mentally or emotionally I'm always there for them to talk to you and confide in. But it seems like when I am in my worst state of being and I'm lost in the dark I look around and there's no one. No one answers the text that I send or the phone call that I make. I find myself alone crying and wishing I didn't exist. I got hurt today emotionally and mentally and now I am left dealing with completely on my own. I have messaged a couple of people and I have called a couple of people. In fact I have exhausted my list of friends. No one seems available. I just feel like I just don't matter. I got yelled at and blamed for something not my fault today. By someone I look up to. And I've been left now to feel these feelings of responsibility that are not mine but I can't take them. I was scammed into believing someone was someone they were not. They presented identification but it turned out that identification was faults. The real person blames me for falling for the impersonation. I wish you do that and told I am to blame for the promotion of these scammers who are pretending to be this person. But I honestly didn't know better they show the passport and a driver's license and I thought they were legitimate. It wasn't until they did something in conversation that made me suspect that they were not who they said they were. This made me question the identification and I started researching what the real identification should look like. Just so you know all of this is taking place over the internet. I did not physically see the person who was presenting the identification only pictures that they put on their profile. Now I just feel like a stupid fool. I was already in a depressed state but being yelled at and blamed for falling for this scam hurt me and sent me hurtling down a dark hole. #BipolarDisorder #Anxiety #Humiliation #alone # nosupport
