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    Cheating at Eye Exams

    I freely admit this since I’m sure the statute of limitations is up: I cheated at eye exams in elementary school. What would be the punishment anyway? Glasses? Contacts? Hybrid lenses? Painful cornea scratches? Eye surgeries? Been there, done that . Just let me clear my conscience since this is the only test I ever cheated on.

    The annual eye exam was given in October and I was nervous. No one had told me to study. Mrs. Hottenstein put us into two lines–boys in one, girls in the other–and a fourth grader walked us down the hallway to the nurse’s office. The nurse, Mrs. Roberts, showed us the big black and white chart on the wall and the masking tape line on the floor. We would stand, she said, with our toes on the line and we would read the letters on the chart.

    “And I am aware,” she said with emphasis, “you all KNOW your letters.”

    Tommy Elliot shifted his feet a little. I’d come to school knowing my letters, but Tommy still struggled.

    “Now,” Mrs Roberts instructed, “put yourselves in alphabetical order by your last name.” She shuffled a pack of white cards in her hands. We all assumed they were our permanent records, those bits of information that would follow us around the rest of our lives. “You’ll cover your right eye with one hand,” she demonstrated, “and read the chart, then do the same with your left eye. Everyone understand?”

    We all nodded. She tapped the cards against the edge of her desk and waited.

    We began to sort ourselves into order, helping Tommy find his place. My name started with a W, so –as always–I found myself near the end of the line that extended into the hallway. Through the open door, I heard the other children as they stood with their toes on the masking tape line and took the eye exam.

    “E-D-P-T-O”

    The letters, repeated again and again as students ahead of me read the chart, began a little sing-song in my head, almost like the alphabet song we’d sung in kindergarten.

    “Z-L-P-E-D”

    They fell into a rhyme, rhythmic and memorable. I started to hum to myself.

    “P-C-E-F-P”

    When a student finished, Mrs. Roberts made a note on their permanent record. Once in a while, she frowned and said, “I’ll need to call your parents.”

    I cringed. I had no idea what the marks were, but I wanted to keep my permanent record spotless. No mark would ever besmirch it! No phone call to my parents would prevent me from my beloved school.

    Because I DID love school, as much as I loved my well-worn teddy bear. I couldn’t imagine a fate worse than banishment from its green-tiled hallways, its chalk-scented classroom, its wooden shelves full of books with hard covers and full-color illustrations.

    I continued listening to the litany of letters as I moved closer and closer to the masking tape line.

    “E- D -F- C- Z -P”

    They fairly danced in my head. Wasn’t that the same for everyone? How could Billy not know that it was “E -D” not “E -O”? And what was wrong with Hannah that she said “F” when it was a “P”?

    Finally, it was my turn to put the toes of my black patent-leather shoes on the masking tape line. Only Seth Webley and Samantha Zebley were behind me. I gave my biggest smile to Mrs. Roberts, knowing it would make my dimples appear.

    “Name,” she said without even looking up.

    I took a deep breath. “Linda Karen Waltersdorf. I can spell it if you want.”

    She tapped the white card, my permanent record. “I have it. Now, look at the eye chart.”

    I turned to the wall chart that had been hidden by the heads of taller students, confidence radiating from my first-grade heart. This would be a piece of cake.

    My heart sank. The black and white chart was a mass of blurred lines and squiggles, not letters at all. Where were the F’s and the H’s and the G’s the other students had seen? Where were the letters that had been my friends since I was four? If I couldn’t read the chart, my permanent record would be ruined. My parents would be called. I would fail a test I hadn’t even been told to study for.

    The letters I heard the other students repeat continued to dance in my head.

    “ E -F -P, T- O- Z”

    Mrs. Roberts said, “Can you tell me the letters on the chart?”

    I wasn’t sure I’d heard her correctly. “Tell you the letters?”

    “Yes. If you can.”

    Of course I could! I’d heard 23 other students say them! I couldn’t READ the blurry mess she claimed was the eye chart, but I knew what the letters were supposed to be!

    I told her. From the E all the way down to the last letter I’d heard from Michael Schmidt: C. I sang those letters in the same little rhyme that had formed in my brain.

    I looked at Mrs. Roberts.

    “Excellent,” she said. “Just excellent.”

    “I passed?” I gasped.

    “Of course,” she said. “You can go back to your classroom.”

    I skipped in my black patent-leather shoes back down the green-tiled hallways, inhaling the scent of chalk, knowing the wooden shelves with their hard-cover books were still mine.

    It was with similar subterfuge and a good memory that I made it through to the 3rd grade before my parents discovered the ugly truth:

    I couldn’t see worth a damn.

    #Keratoconus #RareDisease #VisionIssues #

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    Why won’t she tell me?

    Yesterday my psychologist texted me and asked if she could meet with me and my parents during my next appointment. I asked why via text, a voicemail and another text today; she still hasn’t told me. The suspense is driving my anxiety crazy. I don’t know if it has something to do with a journal entry I wrote about my family or if she is gonna retire on me, maybe has a serious or terminal illness, wants to commit me. I don’t know and my mind will not stop throwing conclusions at me. I feel so drained thanks to this suspense and my allergies. I can’t concentrate on anything amd I still have a few chores to do and I have NO desire. Why won’t she tell me? #anxious #AnxietyAttack #Aspie #Depression #ADHD #Dyspraxia #Keratoconus

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    Transplant?

    #Keratoconus I am also surprised at the lack of posts here as well. I was diagnosed in college. I have been wearing the piggyback lens system since 1998. My vision in my right eye is getting worse do you suggest a transplant? How has it been for you if you’ve had one?

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    Ocular Manifestations of EDS #EhlersDanlosSyndrome

    I have to get glasses for the first time today. Doing last minute research because the severity of my poor vision changes

    I came across this at the link included. There us also a kindle unlimited book (by I think the same author. If you have KU you can borrow it, if not it is 2.99
    Ig coveres these issues in more depth

    totaleyecare.com/ocular-complications-ehlers-danlos-syndrome

    How do I know glasses will help / prescription will stay the same if blurriness levels change?

    Common symptoms
    Doctors and EDS patients must not assume that their symptoms are always due to their EDS and are therefore unactionable. For example, even among the EDS population, the number one cause of fluctuating vision is diabetes.

    Blurred vision that comes and goes;
    difficulty in accommodation
    • Diplopia (double vision) out of one eye, or with both eyes open
    • A change in depth perception, especially when looking to the side that may be intermittent
    • “Photophobia” (light sensitivity) • Complete, or almost complete, loss of vision in one eye that lasts a few minutes; migraine auras, scintillating scotomas
    • Visual “snow”
    • Dry eyes
    • Tunnel vision
    •Floaters (EDS patients have more floaters than the general population)
    • Flashes of light or a curtain over the vision •
    *Vision that is not fully correctable with glasses or soft contact lenses. (Doctors should perform corneal topography on all patients with unexplained blurred vision.)
    • Myopia (nearsightedness) that increases quickly •
    • Deep eye pain that seems to have no ocular cause (it may be due to venous pressure on the branches of the trigeminal nerve -- the fifth cranial nerve in the cavernous sinus – and can thus exhibit intermittently).

    Comorbidities

    High Myopia
    Nearsightedness
    In Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, however, the corneas are often found to be fairly flat, meaning that the near-sightedness is due primarily to elongation of the eye.6
    Keratoconus
    Early symptoms of keratoconus include vision that just doesn’t seem as clear to the patient as it should be – even with use of new glasses or soft contact lenses. It is usually worse in one eye than the other.
    Diagnosis of
    Lens Subluxation
    Angiod Streaks
    Dry Eyes
    Strabismus
    Macular Degeneration
    Posterior Staphyloma
    Carotid-Cavernous Sinus Fistulas

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    Checking in #Keratoconus #PellucidMarginalDegeneration

    Hi peeps! Just checking in with anyone who has #Keratoconus or #PellucidMarginalDegeneration - how are you coping with Covid ito not touching your face ie eyes and not being able to visit the optician. #itchyeyes

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    Corneal Transplant

    Had my first corneal transplant on Monday, all is going well and I'm starting to get a bit of vision back in the eye, as well as awesome looking stitches
    #Keratoconus

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    KC and Photophobia

    Like many people with keratoconus, I have extreme photophobia. I have tried so many sunglasses and it just never helps, and then I end up with the equivalent of a UV burn in my more sensitive eye. Low and behold, REI has sunglasses that are spectrum rated for climbing glacial mountains. They protect the sides of my special eyes, and make me look like I’m auditioning for a role as a dastardly sky pirate. 🤷🏻‍♀️😂 #Photophobia

    #Keratoconus

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    Has anyone here had corneal transplants for their keratoconus?

    I'm having my first corneal transplant next month and am starting to get slightly worried as I didn't react well to crosslinking. Does anyone know if the recovery from the transplants is similar to the recovery from crosslinking?
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