TW: suicide. Back in the hospital #Suicide #PostpartumSuicide
After 5 months I am back in the hospital. This time was a little different because instead of just a plan and thoughts, I attempted to take my life and failed. I am sad and frustrated. I wanted it to work. I don’t want to be here. The after affects, just sitting here in this hospital bed are eating me alive. Can’t stop shaking. Feel so uncomfortable. I can’t do this life anymore.
And I just want to send the biggest hug to anyone who might be struggling. I wouldn’t wish this suffering on anyone.